February 6, 2013

Steriods just suck

Steroids officially suck. Just when I get weaned off of them, I get put back on them and all the good ole fun begins again. How on earth cana person be sick as a dog and GAIN weight??? This isn't any fun. They still haven't officially kicked 100% on the way in. Feeling a bit better, not near 100% or really able to keep much down. We head to the doctor in a few to see what they have to say. Still crossing my fingers that they'll let me continue the infusions. Really want to be able to get the next 3 doses down. I know its making me miserable right now, but overall this treatment is the best. (you know as long as its not killing me in other ways) Id really like to keep my liver, and insides.

Hopefully, we can get all of this under control, so that I can be back on my treadmill etc. Im hoping that all this weight gain is just the all the fluids they are pumping full of. I know I have plenty other things to complain about, yet here you see my weight pity party on screen. Come on though, I just had a baby, got all that weight off then BAM cancer drugs. Cant really blame a girl. :)

So now to get everyone around for the day at the doctors office. Ipad charged, phones charged, bag of goodies packed. Sitting in a chair that long is no fun. Its sorta like a bad day at the airport with IVs and sick people. Erics going with me to get the really fun chemo ward experience, and to talk to the doctor about my side effects. Heres to hoping for good news!

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