Snow

I love the snow. Its horrible if you have to work, but if you can stay home and just enjoy it, its awesome. When the snow started to fall around midnight (a few days ago) Eric came in and woke me up, and took me outside. We got to watch the first snowfall of this winter. It was romantic and cold lol. I actually didn't mind getting woken up in the wee hours of the morning to spend a quiet moment with my husband.

Elliot loves to stare out the window at the snow. Sarge (the dog) loves playing in it, but comes in quick due to the cold. Everyone in my house loves the snow. That said, Im ready for the roads to clear off so I can get out of the house! I have things to do!!! I want to go on a date with my hubby. I have christmas shopping to do as well. Now more than ever I feel like times a wasting. We have a mini trip planned for this weekend. Im so excited to spend a weekend away with family.

Im trying to keep my mind off everything. Its really hard to wrap your head around the fact you're dying, when today Ive been pain free and feeling normal. Eric noticed my hair is growing back…..baby blonde. Random observations have new meanings now. Like the hair…Ill never get to see how it grows back in. Which the blonde sounds like a fun color to have.

Ill let you all know how my 'team' meeting goes tomorrow. I know it will be a bit awkward. Ive already been told Im not the average hospice patient. I will be a learning experience for my team. So far they expect a much older patient, then get awkward when they realize Im the patient. Hope they are prepared for a very stubborn, tough cookie that I am. My goal is for them to have to put up with me for a while :)